It's hard to believe...
It has been more than a month since our last entry...it's hard to believe it's been this long...
Been so busy...been missing out...it's hard to believe time passed so fast....
Every night before i sleep, i think of where you are, what you are doing and it's hard to believe you're so far away...
I wake up hoping to see your smile...it's hard to believe that you're not there...
I miss you so...your voice, your eyes, your smile...it's hard to believe i'm falling again...
I want to be there, i want you to be mine, i want to be all you want me to be...I want to believe that we can somehow make it...
Though i am going to give it my all...and though it might take some time...still...
It's hard to believe...
...that believing ain't gonna get us there....
I miss you terribly...
-Jeron-

